This is surprisingly close to what an aid station at an ultra looks like |
"What did you go out into the desert to see? A reed shaken by the wind?" (Luke 7:24)About a month ago Emily and I spent a weekend at the Javelina Jundred 100 mile ultra in Fountain Hills, AZ. We volunteered at an aid station from 3-11pm, hung out with some really great people until 2am, and then I paced a runner for her last 24 miles (we finished a little after 9am). I had run a couple of 50ks and was toying with the idea of running longer distances someday, so this weekend was meant to give me an idea of what a 100 mile race really looked like. What I saw made a huge impression on me, but not for the reasons I expected.
I expected feats of endurance and the human will among the runners, and I did see that. But what really made the biggest impression was seeing the non-runners--the volunteers, pacers, crew members, and friends and family--and the way they gathered around, supported, and loved the runners to the finish. I couldn't help but be reminded of Jesus washing his disciples' feet, of the Good Samaritan, or of the command to love our neighbor as ourselves. In fact, I had two phrases running through my head the whole weekend: "Christ-like love", and "a servant's heart." Those two phrases sum up for me what is special about ultrarunning, and why I want to continue to be a part of it.
"Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others." (Philippians 2:3-4)Last week Jason Robillard, in the midst of what seems to be an extreme case of burnout, posted an article titled The Narcissism of Running. Shortly after Vanessa Runs posted a response titled Are Ultrarunners Narcissistic and Self-Centered? In Vanessa's post she lists numerous times in her experience when ultrarunners have taken the time to stop to help other runners who were lost or discouraged, or even non-runners who were broken down on the side of the road. I have to say this is consistent with my (limited) experience. Runners, especially ultrarunners, are usually eager to help and encourage each other, and very few--even among those who have a chance of winning--act as if a race were the zero sum game it theoretically is.
And this is exactly what a medical tent looks like |
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law." (Galatians 5:22-23)Reading that list, I'm struck by the fact that I saw every one of those qualities demonstrated at JJ100. Many of those qualities are needed to finish a hundred miles, and all of them are required to deal with someone who is in the process of attempting it. I saw volunteers cheerfully fill the bottles of runners who forgot to thank them, girlfriends changing their groaning boyfriends' disgusting socks, and elites keep glassy-eyed back-of-the-packers company at 4am. What I didn't see was slapping, yelling, or any enforcement of a no-thank-you-no-water policy.
Now, I hope to run a 100 miler some day and the main reason why I decided to volunteer and pace at JJ100 was to find out what to expect. In other words, my reasons for helping out were mostly selfish--although what I did was kind of miserable, I chose to do it because I was getting something out of it. This wasn't the case with the other people there. Most of the volunteers and all of the pacers I met were runners who had been around the block and knew exactly what the experience would look like. They weren't there to learn something; they were there to help.
"Anyone who wants to be first must be the very last, and the servant of all.” (Mark 9:35)Pacing is pure service. It means tending to a runner's physical and emotional needs at a time of weakness, with no reward, no matter how badly you feel yourself, and no matter how badly they treat you (I was fortunate enough to have a runner who was always nice, but you hear stories). What's really remarkable about ultrarunning is that pacing isn't confined to a particular class who serve the elites (such as domestiques in bicycling, where some people will spend their whole careers as helpers for the big names, or baseball, where even the titles given to ballboys and batboys are demeaning). Instead, pacing is something the elites take pride in doing as much as anyone else. At Javelina Jundred, two of the big name runners were Hal Koerner (two-time winner of Western States, etc.) and Jenn Shelton (famous from Born to Run and for being an amazing runner and all around awesome person). And how do elites like Hal and Jenn spend their free time? Well, here's a picture of Hal at Western States this year:
More precisely, that would be Hal pacing Timothy Olson at Western States this year (the same year as Hal's win at Hardrock 100).
And Jenn?
That's Jenn at Western States in 2010, pacing Anton Krupicka.
In stark contrast with every other sport, ultrarunning elites at the height of their success will choose to put themselves in a subservient role, a role of providing service. This is part of the culture of service in ultrarunning that extends from the people setting the course records to the people barely finishing.
"Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us." (Hebrews 12:1)What all of this adds up to is a sport infused with love, generosity and selfless service, where service is emphasized and celebrated. Now, can you run ultras and be a rude, selfish, narcissistic person? Of course. My point is that the more you immerse yourself in the ultrarunning community--the more you run, and pace, and crew, and volunteer--the more you will be exposed to real, Christ-like love, and I figure it has to wear off eventually.
"Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep." (Romans 12:15)An ultra may seem to have no purpose, but ultimately what they end up being is a time for people--often strangers--to come together and practice treating each other the way that we should be treating each other every day.
Maybe it's all pointless, but at the very least it's good practice for how we should be behaving in our everyday lives. It's like how people say that you should behave the other six days the way you behave on Sunday. For the ultrarunning community, I'd say that's doubly true.
"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." (II Timothy 4:7)
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"Pacing is pure service. It means tending to a runner's physical and emotional needs at a time of weakness, with no reward,..."
ReplyDeleteI have known quite a few people who have done the pacing duty--all thought it a rewarding thing to do. There have been friendships built or just the lessons learned from that long run during the night, but "no reward" misses the mark.
"Maybe it's all pointless, but at the very least it's good practice for how we should be behaving in our everyday lives. It's like how people say that you should behave the other six days the way you behave on Sunday. For the ultrarunning community, I'd say that's doubly true."
This "doubly true" part, is that because folks who run ultramarathons are twice as sinful? What left you feeling this way?
I enjoyed the story, very well done, except for these two parts--pacing, volunteering, or crewing are rewarding to most... and I don't think folks who run ultras are any worse (or better) on weekends than most other groups.
My point about pacing was that there is no tangible reward--no money, fame, buckle, PR, etc. Certainly it can be fulfilling in other ways, but it takes a certain amount of selflessness to appreciate those other ways; a prima donna isn't going to enjoy being overshadowed no matter what the lessons learned.
DeleteAs far as the idea that ultrarunners are "twice as sinful," that's not at all what I was saying; in fact, that's really the opposite of the entire point of the article. What I meant by "doubly true" is that whereas most churchgoers simply tone down their vices on Sunday, many ultrarunners go the extra step of spending the day loving and caring for others.
This was to read and see how you related Bible verses (and iconic art pieces!) to ultra-running.
ReplyDeleteHappy Trails!
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Thanks, I think--you may have left out a word in there =)
Deleteloved this!
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DeleteGreat Post!! Really enjoyed how you captured the aspect I enjoy most in running ultra's.. the amazing community of runners. You captured how faith and fitness definitely meet on the trails! Please let me know if you would mind if I reposted?
ReplyDeleteThanks, I'm glad you enjoyed it. As long as you attribute and link back here, repost away. =)
DeleteGreat stuff! Thanks for an awesome read.
ReplyDeleteI second theagavin's comment. Thanks very much for writing down your thoughts and sharing them here. I stopped during a training run to help push a stalled vehicle off the road into a parking lot while an older gentleman steered. When running my soul is broken down to very basics "move forward/survive" and "do good." There isn't room for much else with all the mental, physical, and emotional stress.
ReplyDeleteGood stuff, thanks for this, glad to know there are other runners seeking after Christ in running and in life! Thanks
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